Psychology has always been fascinating to me.. I have always used it to help understand actions and mindsets that are foreign to me. They have all been extremely helpful in my broadening of my empathy, but there is one thing psychology has never clicked with me: relationships, both short and long; both one night stands and dating for years. I don’t want to say there is an exact formula but that is exactly what I’m going to say.
I steer clear of bullshit as often as I can and that seems to be the exact basis of this formula. It works in the exact opposite as I would think a normal person would approach a liking of another. It’s games. It’s deception. It’s not speaking when you want to speak. It’s not showing care at certain times. It’s games, it’s games, it’s games. It’s beating around the bush. It’s the chase. It’s fights. It’s tests. It’s games. It’s not getting bored. It’s sex. It’s thinking of ways to get more sex. It’s disregard for the internal.
And you know what? You love it all. It drives you. I’m boring. I don’t know how to deceive, play games, do any of that bullshit to beat around the fact that you are beautiful and we should go do fun things together. I’ve realized this many times and swore to finally ‘play by the rules’ but I am completely incapable of it. I’ll stick to being honest and boring.
